value is earned

i ma get what i feel entitled to get
what i feel deserving of
there is no way around this
i cannot talk or psych myself into it

the only way out of feeling undeserving
of a hot girl, a lucrative opportunity, others’ undivided attention/time, love, etc.
and the only way to feel totally entitled
is by earning every inch of it by taking action

taking action and acting on my deeper impulses will inevitably hurt,
it all turns on my tolerance of exposure
on having the balls to go with my gut no matter what

there is no shortcut
i get as much as i give
give in the sense of yielding (beyond resistance)
what i deserve is in direct proportion to how much i give


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