emotional chess

when someone emotionally stimulates you
and you feel excited
you poise slowly drains from your system
you start feeling jittery

which is perfectly okay
it’s a form of ex-stasis
a shared presence

but if the company of others typically over-excites or shuts you down
it signals the presence of anxiety about bonding

for whatever over-excites you is kind of a big deal for you
which shows a soft spot, a wound that warps the way you engage


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